Random Ramblings

One of my biggest negative traits is: it is so hard for me to accept other's opinions that are different than mine. Like totally on the opposite side. I feel like I am the right one and whatever that person's saying is BS or stupid. Forgive me for being so blunt but yes that's what I feel every time. Unless if I like that person, I look up to that person, or if I respect him/her as a good person. Then I will agree to consider their views, even accepting them in some cases.

Then I am the type who hold grudges. It's not like I want to balas dendam balik but I remember the bad/offensive things people did to me. And they did not apologise for it. And so far, karma has independently been getting back at these people and I'll be like, haa ko buat kt ak lagi dulu.

I know this is not good and probably you think that I suck as a human being. But just know that I realize my flaws and hopefully admitting to them will be the baby steps in fixing them (style alcoholics kt rehab yg start ayat "hi my name is [..] and I'm an alcoholic").

So notes to self:
- be open to other people's opinion.
- buat kat org benda yg kita nak org buat kat kita.
- always take a step back, and analyze your own perangai. (you'll be surprised of how teruk you are)

Xoxo