I have. Twice. In two weeks.
But I can't just quit that easily. Even though the tests were impossible to ace without toyol and with my mediocre capabilities.
Well, I shouldn't run away from it right? I should embrace it right?
But the thing is the course is not even a requirement for my major. I took it because it'll look good on a resume and I think it's kinda fun.
Kejadah ape fun nye kalo asik rasa nak quit every time I do the assignments.
Fun la when you get your codes to work. Feels like you're on top of the world. Because you work so hard and FINALLY, you got it right.
But if every week you have to work your ass off, perah otak sampai kering, and juggling all the other subjects too, just to get that sense of achievement, tak mati ke?
Maybe it's my fault sb start lambat. but whatevs igt aku xde homework lain ke nk
kne buat? xde exam lain ke yg nak kne study?
Okay jap ubah topik jap:
hah aku pon busy, boleh je siapkan semua hw and lab reports. So I DONT understand those people yg nk pinjam my work as a 'guidance' with the excuse of ade exam, x sempat buat. habes tu aku ni rilek je la xde exam? there was once I didn't sleep for 24 hours (on a school day!) just to get all of my assignments done, and korang tido at 2am pon nak kecoh? padahal klas starts at 11. for me, to even get a full 4-hour sleep on a school day pon dah ckup nasib baik. I am never going to help the people yg tak berusaha pon to succeed, and nak amik shortcuts. Unless if you guys had try all your best and still can't figure it out, then I'll be glad to share what I know. aku ni pon bukan la pandai pon.
Okay, back to topik asal.
So yeah, you know what? I'll continue to work hard on this course, but if by
March there's no guarantee that I'll even get a B on my final grade, I'm effing shit dropping the course. and might retake it during my senior year yg x busy sgt tu.
xoxo
