miserable

okay rasa nak bunuh diri everytime habis math class. why? because xde kawan as im the only msian. dapat seat blakang sb americans skemaaaaa datang awal penuhkan dpan and kepala dah la besar block orang. then L*nd* the prof is laju and i couldnt keep up. so just salin je whatever that was on the board.

i miss my old prof, H*rd*n. he guide us step by step slowly. and he didnt stress much on calculations but more on proving theorems. LOL. very easy. but tula nak mati ke kalo amik engineering tapi x tau kira.

thats why I choose L*nd* - to learn how to calculate and solve mathematical problems dgn cepat. not just hafal on how to prove the theorems (not that i mind hafal-in).

wanna know something embarassing?

last sem, we had 4 tests and 1 final. H*rd*n said that we can drop our lowest grade among those 5 exams. since all that I know was writing down the perfect complete statements of all the theorems, ways how to prove it, and since it was the FINAL exam, of course keluar banyak problem solving. and i couldnt answer them.

so my final grade was dropped. i mean like, HELLO??? mana ada org drop final grade. final grade la yg patutnye tolong the previous grades. So i need to learn how to calculate!!!