POka is R.I.P

i woke up today at 10am. then kuar bilik join mak tgk citer robot. i heard something. it was like a squeak. perhaps its the birds outside. then dgr lagi, n lagi. 45 min later, i decided to check my hamsters. Dammit. Its POKA! i panicked. poka tercungap-cungap. ape nk buat ni????? i tried to touch her, she jalan2 away n still tercungap + mengah. cane nk buat niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii??? maybe die tersedak x minum air kot. i took the botol air n titis kat die. die cam bukak2 her tiny mouth to drink it. kot. then, poka terbalik. die stay je camtu. and her mouth mcm bukak tutup. ape ni????????? aku titiskan lagi air. die bgn balik. Phew.... then die terbalik lagi!!! tercungap2. mulut bukak. tangan gerak2 lagi. in a blink of an eye, she stopped moving. shes dead. motionless and lifeless. and her eyes were still opened. i cried. hard. my favourite lovely Poka yg gemok is gone. what went wrong? was she too FAT? or, since her size was twice Gogo's size, perhaps shes already old and it was time for her to go. i buried her outside. i hope xde kucing or anjing nk korek kubur die. i'll miss her. my gemok Poka. my baby :((

Poka; already dead....